Difficulties. There are always difficulties, but it's good to have someone who knows what's going on, and is prepared for the ride, to come along with you. I guess. I don't know. I'm tired, alot, but I'm trying to fix myself. I need to make myself a better person, but at times, I feel like I'm at the best of my abilities. I've pushed myself beyond ( Read more... )

If you're anything like me, you enjoy a nice civilized debate every once in a while - about anything ( Read more... )

My escapist habits always come back to me.
They get me nowhere.
So now, I'm nowehere.

I'm cramping, and my lighter won't work, and I can't find another one.
Someone come make me feel better.
♥

So you lost your uncle to AIDS and now you'll blame it on homosexuality. Well, I'm sorry to see that your whole family is against it, I'm sorry to see the ignorance in every assumption on the subject, and I'm even more sorry to say that it's not because of homosexuality, whether he were gay and recieved it from his partner or not, your uncle died ( Read more... )

...and when I saw him it was never expected.
But now I'm glad I did, because I always thought it'd drive me crazy.
I never imagined to feel nothing.
I never imagined I wouldn't care.
A 1000lb weight had been lifted off my chest, and I was able to smile and walk away. I didn't look back, and I didn't regret not saying hey.

Yesterday was my last day of school. No one can imagine how happy this has made me, that this entire year is over, I don't have to put up with anything anymore. Everything that happened is over, I'm thankful. I've been through too much shit this year to want to go back to this year, ever. But it's over, and now I've got alot ahead of me, that I ( Read more... )

Is it wrong of me to want to be the best for you, or those who came before and will or would come after? Is it wrong of me to wish for this without changing a part of me in the least ( Read more... )

This is a story I began a while back. I've yet to decide whether I want to continue on with it. I know I need some help with my writing, see previous post. So read, and give me feedback. It would be GREATLY appreciated.

Some of he repition is meant, as it is in the mind of a teenage girl.

( Self Driven Insanity )

Tonight I've come to a conclusion ( Read more... )