Joe broke up with me for the final time. There were no harsh words, just tears and embraces. But it's really over this time I guess. The overest. I can't understand why I feel this bad. I can't stop crying. I would have stayed with him forever.
Joe slept over last night, even though I got off work at 12:30am. The alarm didn't go off, and he had to be at work at 7am. My alarm, my apartment. Half an hour late for work. Why do I feel so freakin' responsible?
It wasn't my perversion to watching the cat clean himself I wanted to draw attention to.. but the fact that he was doing so quite casually upon my catalog. I suppose you had to be there.
I have a computer now. The first of my very own. But it has no internet yet.