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Friendships can grow out of the most hostile relationships. i may have a new best friend to call brother. lif is good for so many things. i feel like im growing away from old friends and into new ones. i need to strengthen those old bonds. coat them with an unbreakable force ( Read more... )

yeah, so work sucked alot. all we did was clean the store up untill eleven. earlier tony was just standing in my way while i was trying to get the water offa the floor, when i asked him to move he said something smartass to me, i almost hit him, but didnt. instead, i told him to show a little respect or his farie ass would turn up missing. he didn ( Read more... )

yep, prom was thursday night, and i was totally rockin the zoot suit.i had slicked back my hair and was wearin a pimp-hat. korbyn took me to heather's at about 3:30ish. we took pictures at her house then drove over to john's to wait on the limo ( Read more... )

so this past week or so has been kinda crazy, i worked most of the mornings of spring break, hung out with almost all my friends, and got paid. i just bought some new track shoes and leg weights, tomorrow will be fun. prom is close, and i think it'll be fun. im still missin the nova though. god that sucks i wrecked her. but imma go to bed, i ( Read more... )

so i learned a few new things in the past few days, none of which i can say, but it's still kinda weird to me. i went to the park with Emily and a few other people the other night, we played hide-and-seek, freeze tag, walked around the track, raced, swung on the swings and ended the night by wrestling in the grass. that was alot of fun. today at ( Read more... )

i think i will still hurt. i went to sleep feeling just tired, i must've had a dream about a guy with a stick, cuz it feels like he beat my ass with it, all over. i just wanna sleep.

of bloody running. but i gotta keep at it. i have to. 5 and a half miles in one day is plenty. im just glad there's no practice tomorrow.

I'm finnaly over her. I didn't think that i ever would be, but i am. i still love her, but not like i did, i can't unless she can honestly say she loves me the same way. I'll keep some of that love for her in my heart, but i can't give it away anymore. i realized that my love and truse was abused. It's ok. I can for give her for that, what i can't ( Read more... )

i miss having friends to talk to this late at night. im bored.