The leaves fall with the wind just like the loose autum loose stands of autum i call my hair ( Read more... )

I fucking hate when you make me feel ugly, shut up I know Im beautiful ( Read more... )

I got into St. Camillus nursing program...Im excited. Finally Im getting somewhere. It will be good having a steady job again, and insurance! I couldnt be happier with this decision of going there. Plus it will get me out of auburn on a reg. basis which what i think i need. I think auburn is the force behind most of my anger. Im such a true country ( Read more... )

Yes Yes...Y...E...S!!! Halo comes out tonight, so frickin excited!!!! Im not going to have a life..lol ( Read more... )

So hung out with keith and rich today which was fun. I love my job more and more everyday, and im afraid i cant get attatched to it,cuz i cant keep it.
I sooo badly just want a steady job. I want a house. I want a fucking life. I want to be able to sing the shower, walk around in sport bra and shorts,dance anywhere i want.

So..... my job is getting better,even though im only there for 2 weeks, its still pretty good ( Read more... )

I'm starting to question happiness. I'm even talking bout love actually, I'm talking bout in general....the only thing i have to base what makes me happy is my grandparents..and Cinny.I really miss my horse angel ( Read more... )

So to update ( Read more... )

I realize I haven't written since my last birthday. I guess because I have nothing that interesting to share and figure who would want to read what Bill and I are doing these days. Today though I have something to write, not about my day,or an certain event, but an emotion I've been fighting for some time. I'm starting to think I'm a depressed ( Read more... )

Well where do I begin...I've notice aug. 5 was the 1st ann. of my great grandma's death. Now that she's gone I've noticed that there was no family reunion, and no family get togethers,also nobody seemed to want to go to her grave with me ( Read more... )