Whatif by Shel Silverstein ( Read more... )

"I can't take it any longer ( Read more... )

So Im a dumb fuck for thinking i should be an lpn and im going back to rn and hopefully will be in school in fall.

So I got an apartment at standard woods....bill and I are no more. Sad really,I feel sad for him...he'll never get anywhere and he is perfectly happy living with his parents,not shaving,not having a license...terrible ( Read more... )

I wish I was back in middle where i had my little notebook with keifer and we would write about whos hott,and what boxers were where...then those were semi easy days for me...im sick of changelles,I'm sick of having problems....walls....no air ( Read more... )

I realize that the main reason i love my job so much and why i treat my patients the way I do is because I dont have control of my own life. I life was so shitty for a long time,and is so dark now that I get shine through to my patients. I'm so happy at work and so caring because I can't get that care or compassion anywhere else ( Read more... )

So I apparently love fucking up at life.
No pain could be as bad as the pain I've been feeling.None!
I'm only good at my job.

In other news..well I have no effort or patience right for other news too busy fucking up,and not doing what someone thinks I should be doing.

A nurse's prayer ( Read more... )

Only one more week left of class. good news. hopefully CCC puts its shit together for me this time and I can go back soon.

Got my haircut, exciting. AX7 comes out tonight!

I'm thinking that after classes I need a serious vacation..maybe a little country vacation. sounds good.

Well Geoff and Amber got married on oct.20th...it was beautiful. I'm truly happy for them, it was the only wedding I cried at so far and its because I felt like they were meant to be. I realized during that wedding how dumb I am for wanting to even get married. Well I want to get married, I just dont think I should think about bill being the one I ( Read more... )