Shannon is going to head up here at 4, after he drops Angela off. He'll pick up Krow and come get me. Ashley is going to talk to her mom about me living there for a while. i just hope nothing happens to screw this up. Nothing should happen, cuz my parents can't really stop me...but yeah. WHOOP! WHOOP! i get to go back to edgewater! and krow got a ( Read more... )

I'm leaving soon. Krow and I are trying to find some1 to pick me up. I'm out of here. I'm going to live w/ the man i love. NO MATTER WHAT! That was the original plan anyways. He's gonna talk to his mom, Chelsey, and Pastor Dan. I'm gonna talk to David, Shannon, and Bri. And we'll see what happens. I think that's it's gonna be either his mom or Dan ( Read more... )

he can kiss my over-sized ass. i'm not dealing with his bullshit anymore. i'm moving back in with my mom. i'm done w/ him trying to force me away from krow. my dad is a selfish prick who cares about nothing more than keeping me away from my boyfriend. and i'm sick of my mom, too! they said it was alright. but they up and changed their mind because ( Read more... )

...i was independant

capable

happy

creative

random

exciting

fun

religious

self-confident

intellectual

honest

humble

innocent

glowing

the apple of my father's eye

mommy's little angel

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and now?

look at me now.

sad isn't it?

how a person can change from all that

...

into this

...

wow

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Who am I?

i have to figure out who i am. in the process i've figured out that i've spent my entire teenage years worrying about what guy i'm with. i've waisted my life on men. i based who i was around what guy i was dating at the time. and while doing that waisted the best years of my life. i didn't want to believe it whenever my mom told me this. but now i ( Read more... )

Hey y'all! It's been a long ass while since i've written in here. damn...i'm home schooled, engaged, fat, and i have very little friends left. I've quit smoking weed and i only drink occasionally. I'm gonna be graduating early and everything is fine. ^_^ what friends i DO have left i miss..i mean i REALLY miss them. I've stopped hanging out with ( Read more... )

She tells him i'm cheating and she tells him i'm diseased...all i ever really tyry to do is make ppl happy...even at the expense of my own happiness. thats what i've been doin for my sisters and friends for years! ppl strt drama...thats why i skip...thats why i smoke...thats why i do drugs. because no matter how much good i try to do there's always ( Read more... )

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i'm getting my life straightened out. i need to quit thinking about all the "rebel shit" (in my dad's words), and seriously think about my future. i'm going to a private christian school next year, and i'm gonna quit smoking when my mom does (which is when she goes to see my grandma in the hospital), and i'm gonna quit smoking weed...and i'm hangin ( Read more... )

i love my people....i'm in the process of running away...i bet you'll never guess where i am!!! If you guess right you get a dollar!