Fuck it all!!! For real!!! It's no longer worth it, it's not worth the pain, the tears, and the emotional ups and downs. I have 6 fucking days left of school and as of right now is concerned, I'm dropping it and you!

It's been a while since I've updated. What can I say, my computer has been broken, lol.  
So whats new?....Not a whole lot....
               Prom was this weekend, it was pretty good but I must say it kinda put me in a bad mood :( It was at Paul Brown Stadium which was pretty cool. After we went to Angela's that was fun and Sunday we went to Crackle ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME !!!

So many emotions, So many tears.

Sitting by myself, thinking of you.

Wishsing that it wasn't true.

So my birthday is in SIX days, woop woop, right? Yeah, I'm thinking it's not going to be that way :( . Something tells me that it's going to suck. Come to think of it, the next few weeks are going to suck! I want school to be over, but what happens ( Read more... )

Whats going on guys? I mean seriousley, why does everything happen the way it does and why do people act the way they do and how come nothing ever works out the way I want them to? It sucks.  And WHY IS THERE ABSOLUTLEY NOTHING TO DO IN NORTHERN KENTUCKY???

I need a guy, I need a date for Senior Dinner Dance, I need to save money, I need to do a ( Read more... )

It's taking some time, but it's getting better. I have realized some things, and have delt with others. It's still hard to get rid of all thoes emotions cause everytime I see him, they come rushing back. I still have a long way to go but I'm getting there.

Things to do:

• Study for Exams
• Start/Finish art project Exam
• Get more money
• Save more money
• ( Read more... )

This Christmas I had Just one Wish,

My Christmas wish if you will,

A wished for you to be with me and to be sitting next to me,

Gift after gift,

Not this one but maby the next,

But as the last bow was undone and the last box opened,

You still were not with me and you hadn't called.

I sit here hopeing to find a box I over looked,

The box that is ( Read more... )

1. Spell your first name backwards: ylrebmik

2. Story behind you’re myspace name: It’s my name

3. How old are you: 18 in February

4. Where do you live? Taylor Mill

DESCRIBE YOUR:

5. Wallet: Pink and Gray

6. Shoes: Orange and white New Balance

7. Toothbrush:  Blue and White Colgate

8. Jewelry worn daily:  Earrings, cross necklace, bracelet

9. ( Read more... )

K - You like to try new things.
I- Love is something you deeply believe in.
M - Success comes easily to you.
B - You are always cautious.
E- You are popular with all types of people.
R - You are a social butterfly.
L - You are always smiling and making others smile.
Y- You make everything so much better.

~When will it all stop?

~When it will all be normal again?

~When will this feeling go away?

~When will it all be ok?

~When will you come back to me?

~ ~WHEN???????~ ~