SO OOOOOOOOOOOO strange ( Read more... )

my biggest problem in life today is what lifetime movie i'm going to watch
and how i'm going to get a nap in before dinner

i got into grad school
at least 4 more years of school...i'll be almost 30

Jenn is leaving today
not happy

Renee is leaving in 14 days
really really not happy

kisses all around

so i came to the shocking realization this morning ( Read more... )

 
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a year ago i had these nerve in my stomach ( Read more... )

i want  a lockett
and flowers
and love letters

but i have a feeling i'm going to have to cheerish my 4am pillow talk sessions

i'm happy ( Read more... )

Broke the fast on friday
i got lost in the mall
i don't get lost in malls

i actually got really weak after i started eating again
but am doing good now

after work things got better
went for a walk with tom
got really hungry after (was only away from the drink for 30 minutes)
but drank and felt better

am still undecided how long i'm going to keep this going
i go back and forth...i've started, might as well finish
but i don't feel any different
not better, not worse
so whats going on here?

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this is bad

i'm hungry
i think i'm just bored

maybe this will teach me the difference. 
always had a hard time with that lesson