i miss the abuse
sometimes

<3

i want flowers
sometimes

drama...always
i wouldn't be a "no shame inc." girl if i didn't admit to that

i always thought my mom was faking
the whole depression thing
now i'm a believer
i hope its not genetic...though, i get the feeling as of late, that it is.

he likes me
he likes me not
its a daily thing
today is good though...
so far

i miss danielle
a lot.
really.

no

really.

there must be some sort of modern guide to relationships
where you only see the other person when you want
and have lots of alone time
and it works out

danielle must be sad...
no new posts in a while

i think its a true "no shame inc." girl who still posts in her lj

starting canada's top model
can't wait.

i miss johndavid on sundays

i miss danielle always

i miss robyn constantly

i think i need to go to west palm soon...maybe in a month or so. for my moms birthday perhaps?

getting to ok ( Read more... )

amazing dream last night ( Read more... )

a friend is ( Read more... )

keeping with the positive...

i got a parking ticket today (ok, not positive)

i'm going to robyn's this weekend!
which means more work clothes can be bought!

i got offered a job
maybe

i will go to the gym four times this week ( Read more... )

grandpa had a stroke ( Read more... )

step one learn to say no
self control was never my strong suit
but its taken its toll
so for everyones protection
i'm going to learn to listen to my head instead of my heart

sorry to anyone who has seen me cry, or been hit over the past week
we're working on that