Basically, I have never been happier ( Read more... )

confusion sucks...especially when i know it's true but all evidence points to the complete opposite ( Read more... )

Okay now there's room in my brain for more coherency after that last entry ( Read more... )

FUCK SHIT PISS DAMN HELL
I NEED MY GARDEN STATE
SOMETHING LIFE CHANGING MUST HAPPEN
THIS IS WRONG AND I DON'T LIKE IT
I'LL CRY AND YOU CAN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT
I'M A BRAT!!! HEE HEE HEE!!!

Bad day ( Read more... )

woop!
Fiddler was awesome!
I love all those kids that stuck with me while my mom took a year to drive out to east and pick me up.
End o' story!
wait no...
threw my knee out!
now the story's over.

p.s.
the perfect man would sing "hey there delilah" to his girl. but substitute his girl's name for delilah. otherwise it would be a little suspicious.

have you ever had to do something
you just
can't?
Have you ever
known in
your heart of hearts that
it's right
but
it
feels
so wrong?
I don't want to.
But...

oh by the way.
if ONE MORE PERSON SAYS IT, I'm gonna bust a cap.
I'm not one of those girls.
Fuck you if you ever judged either him or me like that. You don't know shit.

yesterday was a good day. I went to the jazz contest, played a couple solos, DIDN'T SQUEAK, and had an overall good day. I fell asleep listening to music with morgan, which was fun, and we drove by a new lake that I'd never seen before but was quite pretty. I finally said more than 5 words to my "goal" lol, but I'm pretty sure he thinks I'm ( Read more... )