woohoo Noah finally maked it home! It felt weird and like a distant dream that he was finally going to make it back. But it's been wonderful. Ethan has recognized his daddy and has been loving having him home! Both of us have been enjoying it. It's been absolutely wonderful! I am so happy having my baby back here with me!

1 Corinthians 13 ( Read more... )

Okay so there's around 2 weeks left till Noah gets home and i'm starting to get antsy. 2 weeks left and it seems so close yet so far away. ugh. I'm getting so excited. Wow we're going to be a full fledged family. yay ( Read more... )

well, today has been really productive. I've managed to clean the kitchen up really well. And Also organize all of Ethans clothes. he has gotten so many clothes over the past couple of months that go up to 4T that I haven't had a chance to wash them and put them away till he grows into them. I've also have 3 bags of clothes that he's outgrown that ( Read more... )

okay so tonight has been frustrating but things have finally settled down for the night. But tonight has been one of those nights with Ethan. As he is getting older, he's developing more of his unique personality and he's got quite the temper. But lately I've been having a hard time telling between which is temper and which is he actually needs ( Read more... )

Well, today was a fun day. LOL. I put Ethan on his tummy in his crib while I went to go do something. I heard him squaking like he has been doing alot lately and I go back to check on him. And I come back to find him on his back! He looked so proud. I guess he was trying to get my attention. "Look Mom, look what I did!" So I took him and put him on ( Read more... )

ugh. . stupid neighbors. I went to some friends house tonight for dinner. . and came back to noisy neighbors. Thank goodness they didnt' take my parking spot! Tonight it's a party. . . there's alot of drinking going on. They keep on slamming the sliding glass door. . . being super loud lauging, have the music up. And I just got Ethan to bed too. ( Read more... )

Ugh. . . so I went to bed early last night. . . about 9:30. and anyone that knows me, knows that is SUPER early! Ethan went to bed around then which is early for him too. . .and ugh I'm paying for going to bed so early! I ended up waking up at 5:30 with Ethan to feed him and guess what. . .hahaha I couldn't go back to sleep. So I ended up chatting ( Read more... )

ahhhhhhhhh it's been somewhat of a depressing week. Today marked the 2 year anniversary of when Jared passed away. 2 years! WOW! in some ways it seems like it's been longer than that, and then other ways it seems just like yesterday. He would have been going on 20 this year! crazy stuff. My parents have been really down too. I've been spending ( Read more... )

was browsing around on myspace and found this poem. I've seen it once before and I absolutely love this poem. . . . .anyway enjoy ( Read more... )