i hate feelings! ahh everythings so confusing. why would i want someone who doesnt even make me feel that good to stay? why am i so sad? i shouldnt be. yesterday i was happy about it. maybe its just the idea of him? im going to throw up.

we are not communicating very well at all. its so annoying you take things i say the wrong way and things i do. gahh

you put me in a good mood

ahh i love it. lovvvve it.

how embarrassing

gahh people are so fuckin annoying.

i lied. its so fuckin hard.

its definitly not a good thing.now i realize.

but ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh you drive me CRAZYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

i cant stand you right now