feeling slightly better, which is in no small part due to the fact that I didnt suck ass on my driving lesson today. wooness. and the fact that my room is actually tidy. yay. and its pay day tomorrow! yay. altho panto rehearsal tonight, lets see if the director has got off her arse to get me the CD to transcribe from. hmm. anyway. lunchtime!

ever feel like utter shite for no obvious reason? or for loads of reasons and you dont know whats upsetting you? well basically Becca just wants to be friends for the time being, which is alright I suppose. but shes also told me she's got a spot on her liver. now I have a tendency to think the worst if I find out someones ill. stupid, I know. and ( Read more... )

ok so I really should stop using this as a place to spill all the shit that's going round in my brain, but I need to do it again, so here goes (sorry if this bores anybody)...ok, so I mentioned my friend Becca from Walsall - I've been sort of seeing her for about 4 weeks. well actually its 4 weeks yesterday, but anyway. she's had trouble in the ( Read more... )

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ok, so had bit of a weird (in a good way) weekend - as some of you know I went to Birmingham to meet my friend Becca (ok, so we'd never met before, I'd got talking to her through someone I know from college...well anyway I know it's probably the wrong word but we saw each other as friends...and still do, only more so now)...anyway, I know it was a ( Read more... )

I forgot to mention, I picked up my new guitar last saturday and I love it :) it sounds soo cool...but fuck me is it heavy! its kinda like playing a very loud (but cool) coffee table (and no, that isnt a cue for anyone to put a cup of coffee on it if I put it down!) anyway just thought I'd put that in case anyone wants to know. not that you would.

woohoo I passed my theory! passed by one mark on the hazard perception (45, and you need 44, talk about close) and 33/35 on the multiple choice, so I'm happy :) and I'm finally managing to get my room sorted (slowly,but its getting there) so I feel good for once :) and...shock horror...I'm thinking positive for once! might be going to brum this ( Read more... )

why is it that all the nice girls go for total fucking assholes? seriously? 98% of the time, it's always the case. and even if a nice guy manages to get a decent girl,he ends up getting hurt. I guess it's a fact of life, but it's really god damn annoying. and it's happened to me so many times over the last year...shit, I know I aint exactly pretty ( Read more... )

ok, so today...work, and then I decided not to play this afternoon - few reasons, Andrew was being and arse about it, plus guitar and vocals on their own sound kinda shit, especially when you are as shit as me. plus I just didnt have the confidence to do it. so I abandoned that idea. and I've been at home, getting depressed, all afternoon. so I ( Read more... )