When I say that life sucks, I mean it's hard. Difficult. And you can get stuck in "ruts" that can last a long time... Years, even. Maybe even 6 years.

And you wonder if it'll ever get better.

It won't. Not for people like me, I'm afraid.

God damn, if I had a gun with a bullet right now...

Life sucks. I'm really not happy at all. So dead, yet still breathing. Trapped in Hell. Life is Hell. I'm so goddamn miserable. And to think, it could be so much worse...

I guess I haven't written anything here for several days cause my time has been slightly more occupied.

But everything's the same, and I'm still a pretty damn miserable person.

Man, there just doesn't seem to be any damn reason to be around today.

My life means nothing.

The day that was today ( Read more... )

What to say tonight ( Read more... )

(basically), Jesus told us that life will be miserable, and that we'll have to wait til the end; to either go to heaven and have relief, or go to Hell and continue to be miserable forever.

I want relief. But that seems so damn extreme.  And i wouldn't wish the latter on barely anyone.

Eternity is something that nobody can fathom.  It doesn't sound ( Read more... )

I guess i'm pretty excited about the Magnetic North reunion show that's happening in September.  It's gotten me to pick the guitar back up (after literally 6 or 7 months of barely playin it at all).  When i first started practicing those old songs again, my finger tips hurt so bad.  It was unbearable.  But i kept at it, and now those calouses are ( Read more... )

To me, the most absurd part of the Bible is that on Judgement Day, God and/or Jesus are going to separate the entire history of mankind into 2 groups. One of which will be sent to Hell, where they will be tormented and suffer for all eternity, forever. And the other group will go to Heaven, where they will be happy and joyful for all eternity, ( Read more... )