The Cold Season by Map Of June could have been a great record.  The songs were great.  And they were performed excellently by everyone involved.  But the mix is all kinds of terrible.  And it bums me out a great deal.

Tony Reed recorded it.  And if he had been left to himself to mix and master it, it would have been incredible. But as it is, i can't ( Read more... )

Someday i'll be dead, and it'll all be over.  But until then, there's hell to pay.  Because life is Hell.

All practiced up. Feelin ready for the show. But I got no money. No job. Just relying on my parents to front the bill. Truly doing absolutely nothing with my life. I mean, the bare minimum is being able to support yourself, right? I sure am one fucking pathetic 32 year old boy.

i don't believe in anything.

nah man, i ain't got nothin. i'm just waitin around to die now.

Personally, I don't have any idea how one might be happy.

Man, I don't know what you should do with yourself.

Just try heroin, and then kill yourself.

Or stick around.

I guess it's one or the other.

more times than not, i would choose death over life.

hello. things are still going. and by that, i mean that i'm still breathing. i looked at my last post. that was a while ago. i worked at Starbucks for about a year. after walking out for the second time, that was that. i've been unemployed since then, and i've moved back in with my parents. i still don't think i'll ever be ok.

things are goin i guess. but not without anxiety and depression. i'm still completely restless with my life. but it's nothing like it used to be. some things have been goin on. i'm seeing someone for the first time in over 4 years. and i'll hopefully be moving out soon. gonna room with a couple friends. counting out change for first month's ( Read more... )