I am in constant "busy" mode, so much so that I can barely sit on the couch and waste an hour watching TV without being jittery and thinking I have a million things to do. However, if I were to think about it, I really DON'T, for the first time since August, have a million things to do. So then I start thinking of all the things I *could* do that ( Read more... )

So I have a 12 pg paper to write on Sandra Cisernos, Rios, Lahiri, Kerouac, Tennessee Williams....you get the picture ( Read more... )

Steve Carrell makes me laugh more than---anyone, ever. And he does not look older than 40 ( Read more... )

I can be in any situation and make friends ( Read more... )

     It's so much easier with the lights turned out,
this is why I'm here,
my feelings won't get hurt
my feelings won't be hurt
                  won't be hurt
my feelings
                  won't be.

And if I'm being tested,
I promise there is no need be;
I will rise up to this occasion effortlessly endlessly,
this is how it will always be,
you and me--
I ( Read more... )

Morose that there hasn't been another terrorist attack on American soil for seven long years, liberals were ecstatic when Hurricane Gustav was headed toward New Orleans during the Republican National Convention last week. The networks gave the hurricane plenty of breaking-news coverage -- but unfortunately it was Hurricane Katrina from 2005 they ( Read more... )

http://ihatetellingstories.blogspot.com/

this is where I'll be writing from now on, so.........
get that.

Been up for 20 hours. Feels like 80.

Sick. Not in body, just in heart.

Everything is changing. I'm changing. Don't feel like I used to. Don't see things like I used to.

I used to think of myself as independent.....I had no idea what that word even meant.

If it's possible for me to breakdown, I'm doing it.
This is my version of a breakdown.
It's a lot less pathetic than a lot of people's I suppose but
usually at the end of the day,
even though I have days like this 7 times a week,
I'm still happy.

Not today.
I'm gonna allow myself some pissed off time.
I think I've earned it.

So much to say and no ( Read more... )

FOR THE LOVE OF ALABAMA.
I AM SO FREAKING DONE WITH THE RETARDED PEOPLE I'M FORCED TO CONVERSE WITH.
WHAT A GRIEVOUS MISTAKE, EVER OPENING MY MOUTH TO 99% OF YOU.

IF I DONT ANSWER MY PHONE WHEN YOU CALL,
TEXT,
CALL
TEXT
CALL AGAIN
TRY TO USE YOUR BRAIN FOR A SECOND
AND INFER MY LACK OF INTEREST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'VE BEEN SICK.
EVERYONE KNOWS THIS.
I'VE BEEN ( Read more... )