Day 3 of having a fever, but it's gone down so today's not as bad as the last two have been.
Doc says I've been exposed to strep and the fever/coated tonsils/earaches are side effects of my immune system say whdafxup to strep.
Cool, I guess.

I think I've watched 10 movies in the past three days,
including one with Anita, in which we jumped into each ( Read more... )

" Hey. I just read one of your blogs about people not liking you and saying you're intimidating and what not. I think it's funny that people would go to the extreme of keeping your name out of their mouth and even out of their friends' mouths. You find it a compliment, but I hope you find this to be a bigger compliment. I admire you for not ( Read more... )

Tired.
Worried.
ANNOYED.
Missing You.

This couldnt be more unexpected
and I can tell that i've been moving in so slow
dont let it throw you off too far
cause I'll be running behind you

could this be out of line?
could it be out of line
to say you're the only one
breakin me down like this
you're the only one
I would take a shot on
keep me hangin on
so contagiously

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 My padre is having a leather jacket specially made for me. Some guy in New Zealand does it? Dunno, can't keep up with my dad sometimes////most of the time.

Made some friends last night. Really enjoyed myself.
 Details? I think not.
 I just feel like superwoman when I wear my boots.

I work a shift today that feels like eons have passed, and I have ( Read more... )

I could write a really long post about my day yesterday, about my soul, how it's doing, how I've changed, how some things will never change, how I waited two years for a stranger to tell me that I'm prettier than she is, and how at the end of the day, Jamin was the one I cried to and I don't know why, I can't give anyone a single reason for why ( Read more... )

I finally saw someone wink and not be creeped out by it.
His name is Omar and he owns the hookah bar across from West.
He also owns all foreign male sexiness, ever.
[Yes, I added the 'male' part cause of Anita.]

Anita's vw bug is prolly one of the funnest rides,
ever.

Jamin makes me want to read more,
which has....I dunno.....never happened to me,
cause ( Read more... )

I waited 'til I saw the sun
I don't know why I didn't come
I left you by the house of fun
I don't know why I didn't come
I don't know why I didn't come

When I saw the break of day
I wished that I could fly away
Instead of kneeling in the sand
Catching teardrops in my hand

My heart is drenched in wine
But you'll be on my mind
Forever

Out across the ( Read more... )

  I don't know how to describe this week.
  If I weren't so happy with my life, it mighta taken me down.
  Odd, how people from my past all show up at the same time, to tell me the same things.

Sorry, we messed up.

Sorry, I moved on.

Odd, how me and you just fit. :D
You're what keeps me believin the world's not gone dead,
strength in my ( Read more... )

So right when I'm staring at the screen thinking that everything that's held me back for the past couple years has been completely obliterated from my life and I am motivated to move forward with everything, someone from my past who should probably stay there for my own sanity makes my phone ring.

Instead of being exasperated, I'm happy. I ( Read more... )

my room is finally done &looking dope.

it sucks that this is supposed to be a 'journal' but i'm not writing about what i'm really thinking, which is,
i met someone that i'm so crazy about that i'm starting to feel like a 12 year old,
i'm so damn giddy about the whole thing.

but i dont feel like sharing it with anyone yet.
this one is all mine.

"Who do ( Read more... )