So college. Woooowwww. Not going like I'd thought it would. I think I fucked up from day 1. And now that I'm so far out of routine, it has become so hard to get back. I have a cold, I'm behind in all my assignments, I just ran out of money already, my rooms a mess, and I continue to sabotage myself. I suppose that all self-destruction really is NOT ( Read more... )

Well I'm certainly glad the live journal aristocrats have decided to take mercy on me and my miserably attended account, because this is pretty much the only thing that might make me feel better right now. I'm in one of those moods where you just want to smoke a cigarette. But you just had two, and you don't even have any of your own. I'll get ( Read more... )

As many of you know, i'm in cali. san clemente to be exact. and for those of you basking in even furthur ignorance, san clemente is a beach town just south of laguna. i came down here to do half of the rehab program at pacific hills, after a full 28 days in arlington heights. i graduated bout 4 months ago. pac-hills is a lot more laid back and it's ( Read more... )

I'm extremely happy, sad, and excited to discover this journal is still up and running. I'll begin writing more and more soon, but tonight is not the night.
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Hey just felt like updating again to apologize for the last entry. I think i'm a little better now that I got a few things taken care of around the house. I think i'm gonna fast for fun. Thursday one meal, friday one meal before the concert, and saturday one meal unless i exercise. Fasting is good for the mind. Not the brain really, cuz you need ( Read more... )

Hey everybody what's hangin. Just thought i'd drop off an update this fine morning. Either the world is a horrible place or my world is a horrible place. I haven't figured out which yet but i'm working on it. Don't worry though and don't leave a whole bunch of comments saying oh ian it'll be ok, because i'm fine. I look at that shit like a fact, ( Read more... )

I'm really happy that ultimate frisbee season is starting again. Along with ultimate frisbee season comes nice weather, summer swim season, the 4th 9 weeks, shorts-wearing season, and bonfire season. Work starts for me again at the end of may. It'll be good to have some more money. I'm not doing too bad right now though i've got like 30 stashed ( Read more... )

What's up everybody. It's spring break today and tomorrow and for another week after that. I'm glad. I think it's going to pass by quickly and not a whole lot of awesome things are going to happen, but if they do, I predict it'll be this weekend. Jack Johnson, James Taylor, Jurassic 5, Ben Harper, Bob Dylan, and Ray Charles. Courtney fell asleep ( Read more... )