Well I just ended a year and a few month relationship with Steven who I love but wasnt right for me. I knew it couldnt work and dragging it along is cruel. I have met Kyle who is a replacement for the past of my dragging heart. So now im left with nothing. I do love my friends. Christa and my relationship has gotten way better and I enjoy spending ( Read more... )

Have you ever just been walking and been stopped at just how beautiful a gust of wind can be. Just the swift brush of air stopped me and made me smile a little on the inside.. odd

Ive turned into that particular female breed of human I hate. Im selfish, needy, and pathetic. Nice to say aloud into this infinate world of truths and lies. In an on going battle with my boyfriend I find myself givening in to him, while I stay miserable. I mean Fuck he wont even give in to MY needs. Yes I have needs. I could care less if hes ( Read more... )

Today was a conveyer belt day. but that I mean it moved along with out my control the feeling the presence a blur like it didnt happen but like every other day it did. Design was alright as usual I didnt follow the "directions" for the assignment but serious its art so I wanted to give an old suck it to the teacher but instead I played my part and ( Read more... )

I guess I check on my past to remind me what I dont want for my future but what I see in my head from before my thoughts devolped into the person I am now because of my past would I if I could take it back why not if who I am is a result and as a result I despise my self not changed much have I does the inside ever really change people age and " ( Read more... )

so this is old but I was curious

I love to draw designs. I love to write what I feel. I like to express myself through images or words. But I ask why these stupid people have such closed minds that they have to hurt others by speaking their trained by societys views to hurt another human being. WHAT is wrong with you shut up! Words can hurt just as much as actions so shut your ( Read more... )

So yea life still moving at the speed of a bullet and im still wasting life trying to take off the saftey....

SLOW DOWN Your moving to fast for me

Well Tonight was fun I saw Patsy who i havent seen in forever and I saw Kat who i was like woah hey kat hahaha. GOOOD NIGHT