am on my way to sane. To healthy, or at least mindwise ( Read more... )

Well, fuck ( Read more... )

Hw: 153
Lw: 133
Cw: 141
Gw1: 135
Gw2:127

Height: 5'6

I messed up on my second day ( Read more... )

1st day of
2468 diet.

I'm gonna stick to it,
I'm gonna loose that
ass and that enormous
stomack of mine.
I'm gonna feel great.

It's sunny,
no reason not to be
happy!

Love yourself ü

I got a digital one.
It seems I'm fatter
than I thought.
Fuck..

But on the other hand,
it's no more fuzz.
It is what it is..
Feels kinda good ü

I have to stop purging.
My parents know
everything, and they're
being really suportive ü

I wanna be healthy,
for their sake and mine.

I'm stuck. For some unknown reason ( Read more... )

I've only lost one pound during the holidays.
But I think that's ok. I actually prepared on
maybe gaining some in stead. I'm so happy
it turned out this way!

I've managed to keep my smoking and drinking
to a moderate level.. My stomach needs a
few workout sessions after all the loosing
of weight, but that's gonna be fine ü

I'm now at 62 kilos, and I used to feel so
good about myself at that weight before..
Guess my standard's changed.. Anyway,
I can relax and let it drip off slowly and
permanently..

Christmas is almost over. I have survived four dinnerparties
in four days without gaining weight. It feels kinda good.
I haven't even purged, after a long chat with mum..
So now she doesn't pick on me if she thinks I eat too little,
cause it's better to eat little than to go purging afterwards..

It's a relief to bring it out in the open, actually