from 28th evening.. breaking down

[nos4a2]

my capacity to love is far too great than the need for me to love. i could fall in love with the world and live my life curled up in a ball in some corner in Manchurian or the ruined temple of Knossos, writhing in angst over my decision

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[crazyredhead888]

Maybe I'm arrogant..but the only person I can think of that you've met lately is me...so have I changed in a good or a bad way in your perception of me? I haven't felt as close to you at all since I've been back, but I know you've been dealing with a lot, hope everything's ok with us.

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[nos4a2]

it was nothing personal dear, just an example of how ppl are not always how you might perceive them through limited relations and interactions... yes i used you as an example solely as the basis that i am not beyond making those same mistakes in regards to other individuals... and that it is not just something that others do to me alone.

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[crazyredhead888]

Just curious, how did your perception of me change? How am I different than what you thought I would be?