I'm completely happy with how ironic life is ( Read more... )

no one supports me.
except amanda and my boss.

on a good note i didn't have a bad dream last night.
like I have been for the past couple weeks.
what a good sleep.

I need a reliable truck or suv.
that's affordable. ha.

I feel like I was just in a van full of kids.
kicking and screaming.
and old grandpa turned the damn thing around.
good job old man. I feel better now.

I think we're going to try something.
I hope so.
If I'm trying I atleast don't feel like
I'm letting anything just go.
The last thing I want to do is watch a miracle pass me by.

I want it to snow a whole lot ( Read more... )

=/ I feel every emotion except the ones that have to deal with being happy.

my body is tired I can feel it.
but I can't sleep.
haven't slept since yesterday.
my heart feels like it's been pounding out of my chest since about 11 last night.
I can't get it to stop.
honestly I feel like it's been ripped out.

I have come to the conclusion that....

it is cold outside and inside too.
only a slight difference.

I'm really bored with life right now.
I need something exciting to do.
i kind of want to blow my car up.

Paper bags and plastic hearts
All are belongings in shopping carts
It's goodbye
But we got one more night
Let's get drunk and ride around
And make peace with an empty town
We can make it right

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I AM THE WEENER!!! RETHA SUCKS! WHOO HOO! I SHOULD CELEBRATE AND GET A HAIR CUT TODAY.

Today has been good ( Read more... )