total shocker; courtney (pen pal) imed me last night before I was getting to bed. we talked and caught up on some things. I miss talking to her. she was like my best friend from another state that I never met. what a pleasant surprise.
sometimes I have to stop everything. just so I can breathe. I am so in love with this girl it scares me. and everything seems to be going so good which scares me even more. she's perfect.