ummm i'm super bored with my life... school is almost finished which is a fucking gift because im hating it right now... i feel so alone.

i'm retiring for a while.... i'll be back soon

i'm sooooooooooo in love...

PS: i got a job at GameStop

Things are going GREAT for me right now... well aside from the fact that i'm going broke and busting my ass looking for a job... I'm really fucking happy. Josh and I are a couple now... and he's been making my life so much better. He makes me happy. Happier than anyone has ever made me.

This song is for my Joshie ( Read more... )

hmmmmm... good day today. i running on no sleep and 3 cups of coffee... yummy. anyways my week is starting to wind on down and soon enough i'll be on my way to NY. i'm hanging out with Ed on saturday and then sunday i get to see Josh. YEAH FOR ME!!! ok got to go ( Read more... )

yessss... its saturday. i'm having a really good day. i spoke to Josh for a while this morning. i spoke to Cookie about the job and everything so far is going smoothly. and i talked to Ed and we are planning a trip to Portland Oregon for my birthday. i'm pretty excited about this... its going to be loads of fun ( Read more... )

Ed, i love you pookie

"tell me what i can do to make them happy? but then will i be happy?" i don't know i chose this song. it does'nt fit my mood but its still a good song...

i'm in a really good mood. its thursday... the days seem to be going pretty fast. i can't wait until i leave. "i wish someone could feel..."

(don't ask me what the fuck that ^ is) any ways, its tuesday... i'm bored and very anxious. i really just want to be in NY and get back to my life. get back to a possible relationship that might begin. get back to being with Josh. i'm so incredibly excited about him. i just have a really good feeling about him. i want to own him. i want him to be ( Read more... )