You Are a Rainbow
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Why? Because of my fucking lousy excuse for a family. They can't let Christmas be Cristmas it has to be some big deal blown completely out of proportion and centered on them and their grudges and complaints. 'I'm not spending much on them this year they won't get me anything worth having anyway and I'm mad at so and so becuase they did this so ( Read more... )

I gave in the similarities between the words and my life are to much. Someday I'll do this, someday I'll have this, someday the person who says they love me will have time to show it, someday everything will be ok, just not in the past and not right now. I'm the only one who knows when...never ( Read more... )

Don't know why really just haven't felt myself lately. I can't find a reason for it, maybe its just the snowball catching up with me since I usually manage to outrun the worse of the bad stuff and it doesn't hit me too bad. Dunno. Maybe I need to find a center again, the malstrom has caught up with me again.

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You Are Funky Panties
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I know I only post bad stuff in here but seems like everything is happening at once. I caught a cold, my neighbor committed sucide, Adam left early for Iraq (Dot was so upset and now I haven't heard from her), The same day my Papal recived a pacemaker, my work camera broke, my work laptop screwed up, I didn't get changed from part time to full ( Read more... )

I think I just need to give up I mean honestly even my brain betrays me these days. In other news work is now slightly beter but the stores are a wreck cause they weren't looked after for so long and nobody cares about them. The guy that I had become friends with and was developing a crush on is leaving the store and going to work in Princeton ( Read more... )

I know I said that I wouldn’t use my LJ until I decided what to do about Ken. Take him off my friends list and make my journal friends only? Just watch what I say? Well fuck him he never cared about my feelings when we were together even when he knew I was hurt, most of the time it seemed like he tried to make it worse. Not the whole time just ( Read more... )