I've been feeling a little better. Not getting so afraid at night or anything. Also, now, thanks to the United States government, I have health insurance. I started scheduling doctors appointments immediately. I am so grateful to be able to see a doctor. I quit smoking cigarettes on my birthday, and I am just a few days away from being off of ( Read more... )

"When there is no sane, rational reason for hope, an ENFP leader will say, "I see a light--let's go!" Undaunted by setbacks and unwavering in their faith in the cause, an ENFP can inspire courage and hope in their followers when all the odds are stacked against them. ENFPs may achieve their goal, if only because no one else would dare to believe ( Read more... )

give me dope or give me death - ironic junkie post-death

a vested interest in people being good, or you would kill yourself.

I do believe I may have come home from Texas and did what I was worried I would do to begin with. Which is to say, I am fairly strung out at the moment. I am not sure if Josh and I can stop while we are together. I am so riddled with guilt and confused; should I return to Jon in Texas, stay here to rekindle Josh and I's nonexistent romance, or stay ( Read more... )

I am a full time college student. Currently enrolled in PCC, although at the moment I'm in the introductory period of the Gateway program. I'm simply taking the fundamentals at the moment, then from there I can progress to whatever I'd like(or whatever my COMPASS scores allow). Haley's mom, Donetta, called me the other day to ask if I still needed ( Read more... )

Gettin' good at skating, juggling, painting, and guitar. Working on a band with Josh. Workin' at a life.

Oh and who in god's name still sells 10 sacks for us kids who can't get a job?

None of you have heard from me. Maybe none of you have heard from eachother. Maybe livejournal is our last way of conveying what we're doing with our existences, and the fact that we all still, well, exist. I think we all miss eachother. I miss you very much. I miss skating and biking, being naive, being anything, school, paperwork, cooking with ( Read more... )

hail

Youll fall off we all know your story ( Read more... )