dear life,

you suck.

so, there's this girl. and she's amazing, and beautiful, and she has the most gorgeous smile, and i could live the rest of my life perfectly content just to be in her presence...soaking her up, ya know? and the only thing i want in the world is to see her smile...and it's even better if i'm what is causing her to smile. sometimes, i think i wish ( Read more... )

WHY CANT I? LYRICS ( Read more... )

i'm feeling a little confused...a little overwhelmed. part of me can't help but wonder if this is worth it, the other argues that this is more than worth the inevitable pain. a million tiny moments, perfect in every way...enough to sustain through the end ( Read more... )

1. chasing the unattainable inevitably ends in disaster. especially when you catch what was previously thought to be unattainable ( Read more... )

woke up in the middle of a moment i wished i could live in forever...a perfect tiny moment.

1. people who, in a parallel universe, are most definitely your twin....if the two of you aren't the same person.

2. said twin's awesomest ever hubby.

3. little sisters....they're wonderful

4. friends that you can't stay mad at, no matter how hard you try.

5. neighbor girls...especially dorky neighbor girls.

i quit

one day, it all ceased.

and i sat outside waiting...waiting for the sky to fall down,

for the world to stop.

but it didn't.

and in those lonely hours i came to a disillusioning conclusion---

i wasn't as significant as i'd once thought.

i'm still trying to recover.

i want to matter

i need to matter

PLEASE make me feel like i matter

and, of course, by matter i mean make me feel like i'm the center of your world.

selfish?