It is so hard to be away from someone that you care about so much. It is even harder when it is New Year's and you cant be with thta perso. I miss her so much and I cant wait till Wednesday till I see her again. She is everything I have ever dreamed of in a girl. I hope that nothing can tear us apart. It sucks when people in your family or ur ( Read more... )

SO much has been going on with my family and school. I have to try and get everything together for school and thats taking some time. So now moving out is another step for me and my Mom doesn't approve of my girlfriend for reasons that I would break up with her. I mean what kind of mother doesnt want to see her son be happy. I can make my own ( Read more... )

Well well well....it has been months since I last wrote in here. No im not dead nor' am I deported. I have been busy with so many things. I have finished all my DUI shit so Im happy about that. But none of that could have been finished without someone special that I have met. My new girlfriend, Natasha is really something. She is not like any ( Read more... )

People change, its inevitable. Some for the better and some for the worse. You never know who will be your friend one day and turn around and face a different direction of what that person used to do. I have changed, it comes with age. But there is one change that I don't like. That change would be how I treat girl's now. I have turned into a ( Read more... )

WOW!!! I haven't updated since my birthday. Lot's has been going on lately and it's been stressing me out. I work for a sandblasting company working all day in the sun making $15 an hour. NOT BAD!!! Been seeing Christina a lot and that's been going great. She is so sweet and every bad day seems to turn in to a GREAT one when i'm by her side ( Read more... )

Last night was fun....Jenny bought me a 12 pack of bud light and so did Ryan.....you can say I was drunk, hehehe. THANK YOU GUYS I LOVE YA ( Read more... )

Last night was cool. I hung out with my friend Dimitrios and went to Luke's place to play some pool. We ate chili cheese fries so we had to end our game early cause I had to go home. Later on we went to JC's house and played HALO for a couple couple couple hours. Then we had a conversation with JC's girlfriend, Natasha about the government and ( Read more... )

Ok.....this is to everyone that loves to stick there noses where they don't belong ( Read more... )

Sometimes you do things that you don't want to do, but you feel it's for the best.

I'M SORRY IF I SAID ANYTHING TO HURT YOUR FEELINGS

Love,

Benjamin

-Yesterday I went to band practice for the first time in 2 weeks. We got a new drummer AGAIN. I didn't really get along with the last drummer but this one seems chill. LOL he is like the same height as me and his name is Sam. This was also our longest practice ever, it was like 5 hours long ( Read more... )