Here I am, final exam in nine hours. I am lying in bed still with two more chapters to read. I am not motivated in this class at all. I just can't help it but feel that psychology is such a worthless subject. Well, maybe that's over-generalizing. I guess more specifically, psych 100. After taking four years of biology, I guess re-learning the ( Read more... )

what is a friend? honestly i have a hard time applying this. i think its hard for most of you to apply this also ( Read more... )

 So that update kinda never happened, but long story short: I'm really happy with Guy D now : ) <33333

Everyone is a fuckin' drama queen nowadays.
i have so much drama in my life that i don't need you to add more drama to mine thank you very much.
if you are not pleased with something, why don't you just say it to my face or just stop hanging out with me.
You guys don't have to pretend to be my friend.
I don't enjoy sitting here wondering who i've ( Read more... )

it doesn't take a lot to break me.
enough, i'm hopping onto the next train.
there are possibly many adventures waiting out for me.

I'm so frustrated. I have today and tomorrow to study for my organic chemistry exam, but things keep happening.

I'm really bothered by the fact my family continues to drag me into their sea of problems. My mother keeps questioning the fact that I'm hiding things from her. She comes in bawling today, asking if she should give up her marriage. What ( Read more... )

Life is confusing. People are confusing. I am confusing.
I am confused.

I am also fucked for my finals. Can't wait til the 16th for my freedom.

I've decided that my livejournal is pretty emo. HAH. So now it's time for a HAPPY POST.

Christian Siriano is seriously my new favorite gay. I apologize to Marco, but i don't think he's not as FIERCE as Christian. haha. (i hope he never reads this) Instead of studying, i would just continuously replay the youtube video of "Christian Siriano's ( Read more... )

Everything has taken a turn once again. I can only wear a mask and hide everything.
What can I do?
I try so hard, yet nothin seems to change.
Sometimes i'm so envious of everyone else. Born happy. But if you didn't read this today, you guys probably wouldnt know that behind this mask is sadness. It's not my fault, but why am i dragged into this? 
It ( Read more... )

its better not to be too hopeful. i give up.