i actually hung out wit people for these last few days. weird. i still have a habit of carryin drama wit me wherever, though...mostly boy related at that. shiana and chris told me bout erica's myspace that still says her and shaun are together. woohoo. and thers part of their im conversations up on it too where they're tellin eachother that they're ( Read more... )

i love that its completely sunny and 60+ degree weather here! cali, eat your heart out! im in a rather guy-hatin mood right now. talkin to colin (who apprarently was another one of the 300 people who seemed to have known about erica) didnt help wit that part either. oh well! ill make a good lesbian...right ( Read more... )

fri: mom decides to stop by since she just got back from germany. takes me to school as we procede to get in arguments because i do not have the next years of my life planned out to a T. also, apparently i do not miss her or need her enough. after school go home and hang out wit my awesomely ugly dog. start and finish book #1 of the weekend. talk ( Read more... )

you know whats really cool ( Read more... )

this is stupid. so i think maria and alex are gettin mad at me cuz i might not go to showtime at the apollo tonight. i told maria id give her the money for the ticket, but the fact is right now even tho my throat is gettin better my stomache and cough have turned to shit. i've only managed to keep down like 2 bites of food. definitely did not keep ( Read more... )

bein this sick sucks. im so fuckin bored outta my mind. ive been sleepin away most of the days tryin to forget how much my throat hurts. and its so fuckin lonely. not only did i have to drive shaun to the airport tuesday, but then ive been so sick since that i havent really gotten to chill wit ppl that much to distract me. this sucks ( Read more... )

so fuckin sick right now ( Read more... )

today was possibly the worst ever. airport goodbyes suck... im so mad, but still so horribly sad to be the one to send him off. im so scared since he's in the air right now...i just want a call sayin he's fine.

gonna go try and sleep more now...dont have to think while im asleep

CANADA WONT EVEN KNOW WHAT HIT IT THIS WEEKEND!

...when kate, shaina, and sarah attack...DUNDUNDUN

im takin a quick break from studyin my ass of for my psych test. this is only psych 101, why is it so difficult for me to remember terms? i mean, i know the shit, i just cant remember the actual names for any of it. i got a 56% or something damn near that on the last test (maybe it was 65?) so i gotta get my ass in gear and do well on the rest of ( Read more... )