got into too many med schools.
i'm not good at decisions
one foot in front of the other. .

i think the crazy ritalin comedown is messing with my mind ( Read more... )

i officially have twenty applications to medical schools sitting out there in the abyss. now i'll sit and wait.

for denials.
for interviews.
for ...
for nothing.

i hope i get in somewhere so i can start my life.
let the waiting begin

in other news, i'm in time out chicago magazine! weird. (i'm the girl with short hair looking at the jerk-cell- ( Read more... )

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Even if I knew the right way to turn >>>> The right words to use >>>> The proper way to act >>>> I'm still the perfect person to fuck it up.

i'm so into running.
i want to prefontaine-it.

i wish death on my thoughts.
really, i do.

running turns the mechanical into the magnificent.

i will never stop.

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i'm tired of being disappointed with people simply because they aren't as i expect them to be.

i have a lot to learn.