Haha...I have found my new favorite thing to do! TATTOO! Just got my first one...very small... I love it... Didn't hurt at all....ok it hurt a little bit but it felt fucking good! I love it.... I can already see the addiction... I get it now why people get so many...haha... I will probably have another in a month or two when I can afford it! I'm ( Read more... )

Well... talked to Brady.... We aren't going to see each other anymore. I am sitting here trying to hold back the tears and shit...ummm...not working very well.... I hate fucking crying...and what makes it fucking worst is that its my fucking fault...God dammit I hate myself! Shit I am such a fuck up! I really liked this guy alot! Dammit! A fucking ( Read more... )

Ok insane laughter....hehe... ummm never mind....Ok so I just had my first day at my new job...and I liked it... The people are all really friendly and I really like the managers. I was standing up the whole time with a smile on my face and greeting people and getting people to sign up for this card thingy.... Yeah so I think its gonna be a good ( Read more... )

Well I talked to Brady...and he now knows....and I asked him to think about where he wants to go from here... He wants to get it even...if ya know what I mean... Which I understand...so right now I dont know where we are at or where we are going to go... he said he would call me today after he thought about it... I think I hurt him alot but he is ( Read more... )

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I need to go to hell.... I feel bad....that was not easy to do....I did not like doing what I just did...and I feel bad now....ahhhhhhhhhhhh but I had to do it ezpeciallly since I dont want any fighting to go on...which I know would happen... wanted or not it would happen and it wouldn't matter what I said! Even if I was like NO...it would still ( Read more... )