OH my goodness....did that just happen...ummm....wait did it.....ummmm didn't it...... Ok so it did. Wow! Ok sooooooooo yeah...... To begin with.... I am no longer dating Brady.....he is now my ex...whether he wants to be or not.....but yeah know the whole not talking to me at all since I told him I was leaving....Well so yes....we are done!

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Ok well.... at the moment...I am looking up places to live and all that jazz.... I have decided I want to live right in the city....at first I wanted to live about 15 minutes to 20 minutes outside of it but now I think I want to be in it.... Haha.... I am getting more excited. I have my plane tickets! I got my map. and I still have no fucking money ( Read more... )

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I am moving to TENNESSEE! No this is not a joke...I really am moving.... I booked my flight. I leave April 30th down to LA and then May 1st on I am on a plane to TN! I cant believe I have actually done it!!! My life is so out of control and I need to do this to get it back in control. I am leaving my boyfriend behind and if I think about it to much ( Read more... )

yeah....no there isn't any battle....well cept for the one in my head! Well I should have known it would soon come.... I really should have... I have been cutting more....and craving other things really badly....and I have been depressed....and yeah....so as if it were a natural thing for me... I found myself sitting on my little bed thingy...and ( Read more... )

No joke! I really think they hate me! Ok so they dont hate me but the dont like me.... I dont like them very much either at the moment... I seriously have to get out of this house...and fast ( Read more... )

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... What the fuck! I know I am about to be kicked out and there is nothing I can do about it.... Time to go start talking to friends I guess.... I am going to talk to Brady and see if his grandma will let me stay there.... at least for a little bit.... God dammit I dont like mooching off of people.... all I fucking need is a ( Read more... )

Oh joy to the world...my life sucks...haha...no not really...well yes really...well actually I do not know... SO anyways... Lovin my relationship with Brady...its going good! Few problems but not about the relationship we both just got problems of our own right now that we are trying to deal with...while still keeping ourselves together ( Read more... )

Technically...haha.... Not no longer technical... Well Brady and I are now boyfriend/girlfriend! Its great! I love it! Finally!!!!! Yes well I just wanted to post that... I probably wont be coming on here that much anymore...if ever... No more bus rides either... I'm gone... I have to do this and I am sorry... I am doing it for me... I need to stop ( Read more... )