Well, this is the first in a long time. Im actually bored enough to post on my lj. Pathetic isn't it? Well, I will sadly say that college is no different from highschool, or so it seems to me. Everyone has there litttle group of friends, and its annoying me. But I am happy with my classes, other then the fact that i had to spend around $615 on ( Read more... )

Ello, ello! Yes, I know it has been a while, but meh. I haven't felt like talking about my lame life lately. But now I have somethings to talk about! Don't you all feel excited?? You should ( Read more... )

Every wonder what it would be like if you were never born? I know its not good to think it, but I was wondering.. Would people be the same as they are right now with you in their lives, or would they be different. I wonder if there would be any difference in the people I know if they had never met me.. I wonder if I have had any influence on others ( Read more... )

wooop. So yeah, I have advice to offer to anyone out there reading this for whatever reason. Do not EVER work two jobs. The only thing other then money that you will get from it, is being stressed out, and getting depressed more then normal. OH YES! So much fun! Blah. Yeah, so I talked to my boss at the Studio, and theres nothing they can do. So ( Read more... )

Gah! i swear, ive never been this angry in my life. I feel like ripping off someone's head, or hurting someone/something very badly.. Is it that hard to get the fact that I am working two freking jobs into their heads? Is it soo hard to understand that I can only be in one place at once? How the hell am i suposed to work with this? I hate this ( Read more... )

Hoozah. Yeah.. im tired, and getting pissed off again. Stupid boss, scheduals me to work on sunday 10-3, and im fine with that cuz its more hours which means more money for mel, but I had to work at tims 245-11. so! yesturday I worked for 13 hours, all of which I was on my feet.. I was gona honestly hurt someone, which ended up being myself.... ( Read more... )

Grr! Stupid freking cat! I love cats and all, but I wanted to freking bbq that one! THE BASTARD! Yeah, I was walkin my puppy, who is like a freking horse compared to me.. Damn it and being short. *shakes fistie* So I was walking him,and we were on this quiet street, so I was all calmed down and such, and then out of no where, this freking cat ( Read more... )

Its just soo nice when you convince yourself that you have nothing going for you. Its sad. really it is. I hate my life as it is.. I need a change and bad. I hate getting depressed and then loathing my existence, but it seems thats all I am able of doing now. This town is just meant to depress me. I have become a hermit basicly.. only leaving ( Read more... )

Crappy weekend. Friday, did a hole lot of nothing, then I went to my Aunt and Uncles house to have dinner... I had some wine, and something else... not sure what it was.. My mom was almost drunk.. and my uncle randomly brought of this weird cd, and she was looking at all of the songs... and then proceded to sing them all for me and my Aunt... Now, ( Read more... )

Bah! Post time. Yeah, Derek your a JERK! Tats right. Sending me that stupid link, I swear ill hurt you now. Poor bunny... Hmm, maybe I should find this guy whose planing on Eating the POOOOR LIL CUTE BUNNY and take the bunny when hes not looking... I could... hmm HaHAHAHA I will. sounds good to me ( Read more... )