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not_a_replica

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Jul 31, 2007 15:18

( LJ cut for ToA spoilers (concerning Luke and Asch)... as if you haven't been spoiled enough already with all that's going on... This is a rant. )

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holyflowergirl July 31 2007, 20:04:23 UTC

I...I'm sorry.

not_a_replica July 31 2007, 20:11:55 UTC

.....

Aeris, you're not at fault here... I-

holyflowergirl July 31 2007, 20:15:56 UTC

Yet I hate to see you so angry, Luke. I'm sorry there are those out there who are making you so frustrated that you needed to lash out and make you feel this way.

You know you're a good person, right?

not_a_replica July 31 2007, 20:22:16 UTC

.... I know what it feels like to worthless and I've looked past that... and all they keep doing is reminding me that I'm a replica... that I'm trash, disposable at will...

Yes... I am... at least... I try to be...

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keter_girl July 31 2007, 20:27:46 UTC

...

not_a_replica July 31 2007, 20:31:10 UTC

What?

keter_girl July 31 2007, 20:59:55 UTC

Are you magical?

not_a_replica July 31 2007, 21:34:53 UTC

What the?

What kind of question is that?!

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[Screened] fomicry_genius July 31 2007, 21:28:07 UTC

There is no reason to discount myself from your list of blame.

However, you may wish to take heed. Complaining in this fashion will lead to nothing you have stated that you are interested in; the God Generals, nor Ion, will be very convinced by your ranting. By allowing yourself to be to upset by their words, it is only proving that you seem some grain of truth in them.

I am telling you this not as an attack on your person, but in the hope that when they point this out themselves, you will be better prepared to defend yourself.

[Screened] not_a_replica July 31 2007, 21:36:07 UTC

Jade, I want to be normal and I know I can't be. That's why I'm trying to live this life that Asch gave me. Not as a replica, but as 'someone'. And these people... keep... they just keep...

No... I understand... perfectly Jade. It's just that-

Re: [Screened] fomicry_genius July 31 2007, 21:38:41 UTC

Putting road blocks in your way and doubts in your mind that any normal person would also have to deal with.

Try not to scream at my seven year old sister, least you have a bit more trouble on your plate, hmn? &hearts

Re: [Screened] not_a_replica July 31 2007, 21:42:34 UTC

... I just don't want to be looked down upon anymore...

Seven year old sister? I didn't know you had younger sister Jade? Or younger than Nephry.

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fullmoondoll July 31 2007, 23:32:53 UTC

[VOICE ACTIVATED]

....

....are you ordered, to listen..?

not_a_replica July 31 2007, 23:33:46 UTC

Huh? Who is this?

fullmoondoll July 31 2007, 23:34:59 UTC

... ...Yin.

not_a_replica July 31 2007, 23:46:50 UTC

Um okay....

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thefirstsin August 1 2007, 01:40:47 UTC

You're very fond of whining, aren't you, trash?

not_a_replica August 1 2007, 02:06:08 UTC

I'm not whining. I'm just sick of assholes like you who think they know everything about a person by looking at their outside appearance or 'what' they are.

thefirstsin August 1 2007, 02:15:07 UTC

If you're not whining then stop trying to garner people's pity by telling everyone your little sob-story. So you've had a difficult life, I'll give you that. But your little tirade is just proving what I felt before to be true. If you truly want me to appreciate and acknowledge your existence? Then show me your worth, don't tell me about it.

thefirstsin August 1 2007, 02:16:50 UTC

And watch your language. Lady Yulia is always watching us~

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