Aaron Jonathan Kane! born on Friday the 13th at 6:54pm. 8lbs 2oz! I can't wait to meet him.

I love my boyfriend

is it possible to be completely crushed over your ex while being head over heels for your current? he doesn't think so but that's how i feel. i'm devasted ian left for PA today. i cried. i guess i just had hopes one day we would at least be friends. but at the same time, i am completely in awe of how amazing elliot is. he treats me so amazing. the ( Read more... )

Do you remember a year ago? I was in bootcamp and we thought we were head over heels for each other. Time progressed and the idea that you would always adore me despite my failure in the military got me through seperation. I wrote you a letter every day but you didn't get those until after i got home. you didn't get them until after we broke up. i ( Read more... )

I'm falling quite hard for him. We spent the entire day together yesterday and i loved every minute of it. He makes me smile, he makes me think, he makes me feel beautiful ( Read more... )

lipo one week from today.
his phone is off so i don't know if he hates me or not. why do i always fight with a boy right before he gets it shut off?
my favorite sites ever are textsfromlastnight.com and the adult section on craigslist. both very entertaining.

i fail in the corporate world.
i interviewed at atomic tattoo friday :)
i'm enjoying every minute i'm blessed to spend with him. i don't know where this will or can even lead but i'm liking it

i'm happy. i fit so comfortably in his arms. I can't help but smile when i'm near him. his eyes are the most beautiful i've ever seen. he can make me laugh. he makes me forget that i should be crying. i'm taking this slow. this isn't future talk. but i'm loving what this is.

"i do feel better after talking some of this out..."
So do i. that's all i've been trying to do since you got home was talk it all out. i'm a big fan of resolutions. you never have been. i'm glad we've gotten somewhat there...

"i care about you more than i thought i guess..."
I don't know why that line stabs like a knife but it does.

god's humor is odd. i definitely am not "hanging out" with ian's roommate. this is going to end terribly but i'm having so much fun. though i must admit, i almost cried laying in bed in his old room. it's odd to be in there cuddling and kissing a different guy.