"don't you want me anymore"
"no I don't"

I don't know what to say. I just don't see him the same. Within a day I fell out of love with him. He's still amazing somewhere inside but he's not ready to grow up and be with me. He's 31 and wants to fuck around and work at fast food places. I need someone more mature.

I am totally.completely.100% in love with this boy. However, he can't keep his anger under control and I can't keep my sarcastic mouth shut. one week and 2 days after we first slept next to each other in our own apt, I moved my stuff out. "Domestic battery with probable cause" that's what the judge said as I watched him on closed circuit television ( Read more... )

we move into our apartment on February 1st! I will be living with a boy. I can't wait. I love him so much.

ocean city, maryland?
*it's not St pete
*great chance to start over
*free living
*only 150 miles to Philly...

I love elliot. he is sweet and smart and loving but honest sometimes to a brutal degree. I'm always trying to find a flaw in him. I don't know if it's because i subconsciously know that's he's not right for me or if it's because he is right for me and i always sabatoge the good things ( Read more... )

we found a place. we move in at the end of February.

i.am.in.love.and.broke.

i.can't.do.this.

Thank you for love, support, concern, acceptance, and sympathy. Thank you for gossip, lies, completely dismissive behavior towards anything i find important, for lack of phone calls or communication, unsupportive behavior and general disregard for my feelings. Through the good and bad from you and the good and bad in the economy, people in general ( Read more... )

Last year it was drop out of school and join the navy. This year it might be drop out of school and move to arizona?! I know i'm crazy but if he has to leave, i am very very tempted to go with him. What do i have here? I hate school, after the end of the year i have no job, i never hang out with anyone but him anyways....