"I'll step ouside my minds eyes, for a minute ( Read more... )

...and I know there is comfort where we overlap ( Read more... )

Its ironic to me how life is so utterly unpredictable. Anything you know to be true, probably isn't. Any idea you have as being the one which best suits you is probably wrong as well ( Read more... )

I’m shaking with delight and a bit overwhelmed all at the same time. See...yesterday, I received a phone call, asking if I had checked my comments on myspace ( Read more... )

Here we go again. I'm overanalyzing things once more. But im probably justified in it ( Read more... )

It is amazing that all at once you can feel happiness, terror, and nauseating nervousness. I'm desperate to not take a negative approach, to let things go as they go, to not push, to not pull, to not beg, to not run. I'm good at running. Definately not physically, but emotionally, I can put up a wall faster than the time it takes to shut a door. I ( Read more... )

I feel tears welling up in my eyes, knowing they will never make the descent down my cheeks, not without additional help atleast. And the help I know I need, I am vehemently fighting because at this point in my life, I have no choice left but to fight. Besides, its far too hard to cry for myself, my pain, my lack of feeling or overflow of it, when ( Read more... )

Okay, so after a lot of paying attention to something so trivial on the outside, but quite deep on the inside, i came to the realization I was named wrong. Now hear me out, in one day, we realized that there are two absolutely stunning jessica's that a few of us know, or know of (famous, or local friends), then if you type into google image search ( Read more... )

Well, I'm better today. Yesterday was spent sicker than I can remember being in years. I made the mistake of not sleeping and taking caffeine pills (and then without paying attention, 2 EXTRA strong cups of coffee) and found myself massively sick. Convuslsing, throwing up, the works. I definately thought I had killed myself. Luckily Caffeine ( Read more... )

We all make bad choices sometimes. I made one tonight. I wrote a letter I've been fighting off the urge to write for as long as I can remember, and it got thrown back in my face because I couldn't explain myself quick enough to suit him. Theres still so much that I want to say, but its not easy. Emotions never are and I dont feel like I got closure ( Read more... )