Well here I sit, staring out at another window. These windows are endless, but the views are always different. Surrounding me is a wide expanse of space, partially filled with the belongings I once again decided to drag to the next stage in my life, but I can sadly see the gaps of the things I decided it was time to let go. As i dumped box after ( Read more... )

This double life is consuming. There are so many things i wish i could say, share, scream at the top of my lungs. Things that are consuming me, that i'm excited about in a strange and derranged way, that i can never ever utter out loud. Theres only 1 person i can tell absolutely anything to and sometimes i fear she may tire of me harping on the ( Read more... )

Down, down, down ( Read more... )

If home is where the heart is, then i must admit that mine is completely torn in two. Upon flying into Ft Lauderdale, i felt the overwhelming calm of being home, a great weight lifted off my shoulders and sheer excitement for the all too short visit in what seems now to be a far away place. But then this morning flying over the gulf of mexico and ( Read more... )

The clock is ticking and the time to go home is soon approaching. I totally lapsed on all my outside obligations when i booked the tickets and now have to break the news to a 3rd party that i will be unable to attend an event on friday. Oh well...shoot me ( Read more... )

"Every story has an end. But in life, every ending is just a new beginning ( Read more... )

Well, after sleeping another 15 hours straight, i awoke to decide that I'm not going to go to class today. I didnt feel like being caught outside in a storm, nevermind the fact its currently raining, apparently has been all morning, and i dont own an umbrella. But I do have to go on tuesday because i'll be missing next thursday as well. I'm really ( Read more... )

I dont know how many times I've sat looking at the blank journal page, attempting to write something, but have been lacking the energy to waste, and found myself curled back up in bed in the past week ( Read more... )

I hate how vacations can leave you so tired that you need a vacation from that as well. Destin was fun..not what i expected, but fun nonetheless. We got there kinda late on friday, spent saturday at the beach, then saw "The Devil Wears Prada" , and attempted to go to Baytowne, which ended up being a bust because everyone was kinda tired and not ( Read more... )

Okay, so I know its not even July yet, but I've already got plans for my scholarship money that im getting in august. I'm going to visit my darling Heather in Massachusetts during christmas break. I'm so freaking excited already. And its a great goal for me to keep working to do and be my very best for when I get there. For those of you who may not ( Read more... )