The answer is no...i just seem to go through these times where nothing goes right to me, but everything would seem as if it is. I went to the doctor today and he really upset me, and I have to spend from 9am to around 3 in a doctors office on thursday, then take my abnormal psych exam that im unprepared for ( Read more... )

And I knew that you were a truth I would rather lose than to have never lain beside at all ( Read more... )

"You are beautiful, but you don't mean a thing to me ( Read more... )

well last night was exciting! I'm trying to teach myself how to cook so that perhaps i'll become a precious commodity some day, and I made a (very delicious) eggplant parmesan. It was quite delicious and I was very impressed with myself. Although, Im thinking that I should purchase a spice rack as I had to borrow from the boys. Then Kel and I went ( Read more... )

I think you mentioned that to me once, that rebelling against someone, even if you dont speak to them anymore means they still have some control over you. But then I think about the fact that you were the only reason I WASNT cutting my hair, and now since you arent a reason for me anymore, its fine to do whatever I please, so I did. I know you ( Read more... )

So things have been going pretty decently lately. There have been a few bumps in the road, but as short as it has been, I feel like I've gone miles ( Read more... )

So after last nights escapades and antics, and then asshole move of getting online, even though I specifically removed someone from my buddy list, I type in their name and voila...word vomit, only typed. Its probably a good thing I didnt close out the box because when I woke up this morning, I realized what I did and sent an apology. After that, ( Read more... )

I feel as if I'm standing on a ledge. I don't know exactly where to go, or what to do next. If I fall, it could either be to the ground, or to an ocean. Now if I were to hit the ground, getting up again would be impossible, however, if I were to land in the ocean, atleast I can be comforted in the fact that I'm a good swimmer. But for now, I'm ( Read more... )

I have the insane urge to write, to vent, to let things out, but no audience and nothing new to say. The world is still spinning on its axis, without even noticing the decline in my existence. I'm lacking a point, lacking direction. 11:11. Lara always told me that you have to make a wish at 11:11. I just made mine. Its nothing new, not a surprise ( Read more... )

I hope you dont repeat the mistakes of others who you care about. It could be a very long time that you're missing out on, for no real reason other than either not actually caring like you seemed to, or because you're scared. I dont understand why you think avoidance is the key, if you really wanted me to forget you, you'd make me hate you first ( Read more... )