maybe i should just let this thing go since i have another journal.. but it holds a lot of memories, good and bad. and i just can't bring myself to kill it forever. ah well, whatever. this'll probably be my last entry but i'll keep this thing alive anyway, at least for the time being until i can become mentally stronger. which'll be a while. hahaha ( Read more... )

How to make a cat
Ingredients:

5 parts anger

1 part crazyiness

3 parts instinct
Method:
Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of lustfulness

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

i particuarly enjoy the lustfulness. hooray for me.

so today i had a lot of effing fun. 1, it was kiss a senior day. so LOTS of lovin' there. (2 on the lips if anyone wants to know lol) 2, i didn't have to do anything in english. 3, i modeled for art and we had tea time. i took cookies WITH PEANUTBUTTER IN THEM so i don't break any of the new freaking gay food rules. and we weren't supposed to eat ( Read more... )

so i wanted green hair again cause i like having different colored hair and dad comes into the bathroom and starts yelling at me and is all like, and i took ya'll out to sushi and blah blah blah.. and then he left and was ranting to my mom about it. i sat and thought, if he's embarassed of me and having different colored hair, all he has to do is ( Read more... )

i try not to care..

i had a dream this morning, since i dream before i wake up so people wake me up and ruin my good dreams. so anyways, i was at cedar valley or a hotel or cedar valley as a hotel. and i was running around with someone.. but the stairs and railings were messed up, so i was scared. cause i didn't want to fall at the moment. so after running around and ( Read more... )

and the hammerhead is a cookie cutter and he's tossing something up in his fin. and he's like, rah! so anyways.. i had a fight with morgan today cause she was being a little brat and i wanted to hit her and be like, be grateful you little tart! i could give you no food, but that's what i'm paid to do. yes, let's make me look like the bad guy. ( Read more... )

after doing my chores, eric and i went swimming. while walking to the pool, i remembered i didn't have the key! how umm blond of me. so we went back and got it and really went swimming. the whole rest of the day, there was nothing to do. so i think i sat and chatted with people and then amy and i did facials. it was fun. our faces feel much better ( Read more... )

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well, not much to say other than i started acc- economics and english comp. 1. i like the people in my classes. my teachers.. well, let's just say my economics teacher is special. as in self-contradictory. but my english teacher seems cool even though she came in 20 minutes late cause she thought it started at 6:30. so people left. the rest of us ( Read more... )