I haven't spoken to Maiko in.. well a while. I want to call, but I'm too chicken-shit. I don't know what the fuck to say either. I told her I loved her but she hasn't said shit to me about that. I guess I just fucking wait until she decides she wants to talk to me. Don't know what the hell to do until then. This sucks shit.

Shit, I don't even know where the fuck to start. Got laid. Heh. Figured it was over between me an Maiko. Forgot how easy those fucking fangirls are. She called me over and hit me with the news that she's pregnant. What the fuck, dude. Pregnant. Fuck I told her that we should have not had sex that night. She just was so damn worked up. ( Read more... )

.. shit dude. She's pregnant.

She knew. I showed up to NG to meet up with her and she already knew. She has a hell of a punch too. She was so upset, however, that she fainted. Well fuck, who could blame her. I carried her to my car then took her home. She was passed out for hours. I couldn't just leave her there alone, I was worried that something might be wrong. I ( Read more... )

Maiko came over last weekend. It was weird how things progress so suddenly. We were watching TV on the couch and I nodded off. Couldn't help that. Was comfortable and warm and that's pretty much all I need to crash. Woke up to her teasing me and ... shit... think I probably took things way to far, far too fast. We ended up fuckin and ... shit ( Read more... )

Yeah so I picked up gifts finally. Maiko-hime's should be arriving at her house any day now. It's suppose to get there before Christmas, and it fuckin better, I paid for the package to arrive by 2 day. Ken and Mahiru should like theirs. They need to get the fuck away from Japan for a bit... maybe they'll both stop being dicks to me if they've ( Read more... )

Went out with Maiko-hime again. She fucking rocks. Yes. So we did dinner and a movie because I'm apparently the most unimaginitive fucker on the face of the Earth. I'll get to see her again on Friday so I've got something to look forward to ( Read more... )

[ Phone message left for Maiko ]

Work has been crazy. I'm free this weekend, are you? I'd like to take you out. Leave the knives at home though, we're going someplace fancy.

Went out with Maiko-hime finally last week. Had a gret time despite the soda shower at the theatre. Note to self - no more horror movies with Maiko-hime. She's evil. more evil than I am, and I'm pretty fucking evil.

Ok, I havne't shown up to work in fucking days, since I found out Seguchi took over Makoto. I've been reading through our contract and I don't think there is anyway out of it.. unless we do something to fuck up. Shit, this sucks. I never thought I would hear myself say this but... fuck.. I'm sorry. I just wanted ASK back together so I could be ( Read more... )