OH MY FLIPPIN GOD! yesterday ROCKED! i loved jessicas party and like brennan was there and oreo and danitsa and omg it was sooooo cool! we played chicken marco polo with me on brennans shoulders and then truth or dare and then volleyball and then we just goofed around on the guys shoulders and brennan kept throwing me and danitsa over the volley ( Read more... )

WOOOOOOOTT WOOT IM HOME IM HOME AAAH IM SO GLAD IM FRIGGIN HOME I HATED THE WEATHER AND I MISSED EVRYONE AND AAAAH IM SO EXCITED BUT TIRED cus i jus got home and yeah im not used to the time here cuz its like 12:00 there and omg i can barely type anything andd i missed everyoine and i have to get some sleep cuz i got jesssicas party and then i have ( Read more... )

I am soooo sad...i was like crying earlier......ok well ml if u read this i am sooo sooo sooo soo so sos sosoo SORRy i couldnt be there to see you and say goodbye and i wish i could be there but my parents said i couldnt go after they had told me i could go and then i tried to argue and they said i was grounded.....i am so sorry about this i wish i ( Read more... )

ok u kno what pisses me off...when a friend like adores hanging out with u one second and then hates you another. its so friggin insane u kno. i hate that and MP is being such a bitch to me over i dont know what the hell i did to her i guess cus i didnt listen to her about her misery that she actuallly likes it,i dont liek her in misery and i hate ( Read more... )

i hate my life
i ahte the people in it except my family and drew who is like family and amanda who shoudl be family
i feel so worthless that i want to die
i wish i was never born i hate myself i wish i didnt have to disgrace the earth with my presence

yesterday was so much fun ok me macarena and her famliy and josh went to the macaroni grill and we had dinner/lunch and it was so funni we were all acting so weird...lol....wel i enjoyed it and then like we went into her car to head back to her house and we all started playing tag and hitting each other it was so funni...painful...but funni...lol ( Read more... )

wel today was grad and i guess it was fun i was cold in the shade tho ( Read more... )

I AM SO SA THAT WE ARE leaving PMS forever and i wont see anyone this whole summer and i just wish it didnt have to end...the dance was amazing and i wont forget it ever and i wont want to either and i am so sad that i didnt get to dance with BA i mean come on a brother should dance with hsi sister at least once in a dance it doesnt matter if his ( Read more... )

well ok i know i said id give up on BA....well....i cant and like i hurt so much inside its more than i can take or tell or express in any words....its hard to move on when you love someone so much.....thats why i ha dot break up with marc because if i wasnt true to myself for myself then who was i being "true" for?and i guess since BA has a girl ( Read more... )