well.....im kinda happi now i guess...i mean i have  ML, but like yeah i duno mayb m not ready to move on just yet and as a little thing in th eback of my mind im not over BA just yet.....i duno theres something about him that drives me wild you kno...i just cant seem to get enough...MM was cool..but the lines sucked....i didnt enjoy it very much ( Read more... )

well....brandon broke up with me.....hes moving to orange county...i guess i cant blame him for doing that but it hurts....hmm.....i thot this time round would be different.....i guess not....i feel so lonely and like im the lowest thing on earth.....it sucks.....i spent the whole evening fomr 7-now crying......my eyes hurt....god im so stpid for ( Read more... )

hahahaha...today was ok but like now school....afterschool me and maqui went to cpk and we saw mrs spivak and hahahaha we started talking with her...it was funi as hell...well w/e omg we have 3 weeks !!!! noooooo.....
NOOOO
6/10-mm
6/9-talent show
6/20-dance
6/23-rehersal
6/24-graduation

NOOOO

AAAAh im so worried its not fui...i have a bad feeling about my boyfriend and like i duno im not sure if hes cheating on me or if his typing"hey babe i need to tell u something...." then saying oh nvm my mistake...... means something.....mayb im overanalysing it agian.......but i duno i just have a sinking feeling in my gut...... u kno how it is ( Read more... )

man i ahvent logged in ina while. well i guess its not that bad no one seems to mind.hehe.....aah...i have auditions tomorrow for a dance spot in my academy.........im so worried..IM GOING TO BIG BEAR THIS WEEKEND WOOOO HOOO!
kick ass
well ive gtg times up
bi

omg i am sooo zik.....i hate this...i cant eben breathe..let alone move....aaah my head hurts like a bbleep.....aaah...i needed to go to school today but noooo..... i cant do that cuz "youre too weak to go to school itll be too much for your body to handle" aaaahh...i am going insane in this fkn house i need to get out somehow.....aaah...omg report ( Read more... )

i wish i knew

what to do

who do i chooose

him or you

so confused

not knowing who to chose

who do i pick to win or lose

i dont want to have to choose

i dont want to hurt him

or you

i think i love you

when i love him too

so its not

win or lose

its a game of pick and choose

everytime i try to choose

i know that i stand to lose

not knowing who to ( Read more... )

i swear i havent been on in such a long time im like grounded until the end of may and it sucks ass.......i miss brandon i miss brandon...shit i tink i like this guy who ive liked before and have dated so many times and then i also think i like this other guy who broke my heart in one weekend.....but i ahve a bf...and it sucks....majorly.....im so ( Read more... )

AAAHHHH!!

I GOT INTO CLEVELAND!!!
AAAAHH~!!!! OMG OMG

I GOT IN TO THE

MAGNET

the MAGNET!!!

i am the happiest people alive..