so about a week ago i lost my keys. well really to start off first i lost my onecard and sucessfully found it no more than a few hours later. then i proceeded to lose my keys and haven't found them for quite some time. i've cleaned my room, gone to public saftey, the desk at seelye and the campus center, campus center lost and found, the post ( Read more... )

back to my old work habits, psyching myself out of the important things and doing the busy work in no time. all the while thinking, thinking of doing the important things, but just waiting instead. doing other things. thinking of all the other things that are pressing on me too. while still waiting. waiting. like it will write itself or something. ( Read more... )

almost forgot my reason for wanting to post in the first place ( Read more... )

ahh so much in my life i feel is going right:
-school ending, no more grades for months!
-i finally parked in my spot and drove by myself!
-summer coming
-i get to write again, i love my food columns and interviewing sooo much fun!
-lazy time haha
-going to the most amazing school!
-pre-o hiking trip!

i can even put things that annoy me and make me upset ( Read more... )

Attitude

"The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life.  Attitude, to me, is more important than facts.  It is more important than the past, than education, than money, than circumstances, than failures, than successes, than what other people think or say or do.  It is more important than apperance, giftedness or skill.  It ( Read more... )

I feel like a combination of Lena and Tibby from books 2-4 of the Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants (probably the most girly books I've ever read, but whatever, I loved them) for as far as what's happened and what I did ( Read more... )

it disgusts me a little how even when i'm enjoying myself (doing things like going for in alexandrea ice cream at 10:30 at night or seeing tai shaun, the baby panda at the zoo that is soooooooooo cute) i can't stop thinking of him. wondering what he's doing at that very moment. how he is. if we would have done things like that together, climbing on ( Read more... )

ok so i'm in washington right now and as always whenever I'm here and staying with my sister, Mara and Darren, I'm having a really good time ( Read more... )

I'm mad at myself for getting upset and nearly crying ( Read more... )

I have to say that I took real joy in drawing water droplets on a leaf today, it made me happy.

It always catches me a little off guard how much I love and miss art, especially drawing; lately more and more painting though.  All I have to do is return to it once to realize how much it means to me.  lol at the same time, smiling and laughing at ( Read more... )