why does life have to hurt so badlyl? sometimes I wish I was made of steel...I hate feeling so rejected and worthless

 Okay, so I know that hardly anyone reads livejournal anymore anyways, but even if they did, it wouldn't matter, because this livejournal is mostly just for me:)

I was just reading something in this book, "Grace Walk" which is a really eye opening book. Steve Mcvey is truly a heart friend:) I just want to write it down. I want to be able to open my ( Read more... )

 Ahhh, I love being in a relationship with my sweet boyfriend, Ryan Weston. I love getting to hang out with him. I love talking to him. I love laughing and being goofy with him. I love working with him and processing through life with him. I love watching movies and holding hands with him...all the mushy fun stuff that comes with being in a ( Read more... )

 Today is a big day for me! I don't know how, but I did it! I finally was able to muster up the strength to get rid of my hair scunciis from when I was a little girl. For months, my roommates have made fun of me for my ridiculous attachment to my hair scunciis. I have felt powerless to my own sentiments but today on the eve of the new year, I have ( Read more... )

I turned on the evening news
Saw a old man being interviewed
Turning a hundred and two today
Asked him what's the secret to life
He looked up from his old pipe
Laughed and said "All I can say is."

Don't blink
Just like that you're six years old and you take a nap and you
Wake up and you're twenty-five and your high school sweetheart becomes your wife
Don't ( Read more... )

Is there some kind of wierd anti-social phenomenon that takes place as you get older? I don't know. I went to Status tonight, a place I hadn't been in years and instead of embracing the social opportunity handed to me and enjoying the company of new strangers, I shunned it (by ducking out of new circles and jetting out as soon as the service was ( Read more... )

Okay so I had an epiphany today. Maybe I don't understand the meaning of that word but either way I'm excited about my new passion. Are you ready for this? I think tonight I decided that I want to write a children's book! can you believe it? I just got out of my children's lit class and tonight one of the girls in my class shared a story that her ( Read more... )

I <3 Jim Mug and legal pad are really great gifts to recieve:)....especially when given completely spontaneously and after a 20 minute drive to my side of town:).... And people named Jenna rule! that is all:)

Hold up there you go again
Puttin on that smile again
Even though I know you’ve had a bad day
Doin this and doin that
Always puttin’ yourself last
A whole lotta give and not enough take

But you can only be strong so long before you break…

So fall go on and fall apart
Fall into these arms of mine
Ill catch you every time you fall
Go on and lose it all
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Okay, so me and my friend Jeannine the other day were having a conversation about dreams and the interpretation of those dreams. She had the same really funny dream twice last week about her privacy being invaded- as she would be going to the bathroom, people would just keep coming into the room and just stare at her which for obvious reasons, made ( Read more... )