i remain defenseless agaisnt the rage in my heart, hoping not to spill the burning pain, all these flames. and knowing the way i feel for this is just an illusion in my time, when i start to die down ill remember those lines ( Read more... )

yey...im at Jimmy's. of course when aint i.

i have 4hours and 40 minutes until my mother comes to get me.

we'll make the best of it we always do.

yey...!

<3crystal.
i love you sweetheart. i love you soo much.

; ) letssexme.

New Years still isnt all that new, time just changes but everyones mental issues and fucked up disfunctions remain. without all the "life-taking drama" who would stay sane ( Read more... )

yeyy ( Read more... )

...my weekend was wonderful with jim, though right now i wish my eyes bled with screaming flames.

being home just isnt my thing. never was never anytime soon.

xO.Crystal.<310503.Forever!>
i love you babey i love you so much. <3waywaymuch. : D yippie.

yummie- im going over jim's.yippie i get to stay with him all night. ; ) <3.cant wait cant wait ( Read more... )

So, (my mind just remains to self destruct of desirable skitz) work hasnt been very hard lately and its a better feeling then before but its annoying me crazily. heh ( Read more... )

woke up in a angry mood, talked to jimmy & things got way much better, now i remain in a bored tired iffy mood ( Read more... )

friday was unusual for me only because im not use to being around 5 people who the whole time played on the comp. its just a little weird to me. heh. but its cute how jimmy just loves that shit. he was really happy to have his friends there and to be with me in between. i was glad he was so happy ( Read more... )

today was an exiciting day, not ( Read more... )