ah. the fucking abuse, i torment myself with this shit in my mind during the times i hate the most. work ( Read more... )

cant wait to get to work... jims going to be coming in later!> mm hmm! ;) i love it. i love you so much. yes'really really so much! hehe. your the most wonderful thing ever babe. thank you for sticking by my side and working all of our dreams into real life. because one day me and you are going to have everything. so much more then we can get away ( Read more... )

sitting here drifting into my dreams, those ones that are real, the preciousness of my life, & sitting here on the phone with my gorgeous>Jimmy ( Read more... )

...why do i even do this now then it was ok people actually were looking now its just an illusion in my mind to keep me thinking, hey its ok for change and to be alone with jim is perfect.<3

i know i just woke up and i have to go to work but i just want to see jim its better waking up next to him in the morning it makes my day go by better with nothing to feel about tomorrow ill get to be with him at work though it helps me through because without him around i want to tear my hair out-tear my skin to peices.

i love you Jim. <3 :)aw. i ( Read more... )

todays feeling pretty good and i just cant wait for everything to go by because one day ill have everything the exact way i want it but for now everything is going good for some reason i just want to fall asleep then wake up to be 18 and on my own my childhood kind of died about a year or more ago heh owell im in no need of that shit anymore just ( Read more... )

tap tap tap...huh?
i love you Jim.

*plays guitar*
(Jim)

Smiles! i love you too.

muah* kisses*

sigh.<3 yey.

drinking still has its wrong effects but this time i was in heaven ( Read more... )

Beauty within ourselves perfections remain reflections arent pain everything so amazing everyone so ashamed love is like nothing like nothing ever seen only with our love so true always forever we will keep in our hearts in your eyes i see desire in my "pain" in my mind i know for sure i have this beauty of our love forever ( Read more... )

sleeping over here every weekend so far....yey fun. and again.

love can be a wonderful thing.... well only if you have love like ours. & no one can ever match this love.

i love you jim... <3