We both don't know it will end.
And if he ever really knew me, he'd now I'm in just as much pain.
Maybe even worse cause I KNOW why it's over.
I didn't sleep last night.
My hands are still shaking
I'm still not hungry.
Damn,
I didn't even say anything.
What was up with that?
God! no one has been through this.
It's all messed up.
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It's in my wallet.
In that secret pocket.
MY confessions, that I won't keave in an anonomous blog comment on lj.
I'll have a heart attack I feel if this pain keeps on.
Really. What went wrong, if I always said it was right.
I'm being a selfish fool.
But I can't let this go.
Stubborn my ass.
It's my life and I refuse to have anger towards you for not ( Read more... )

Theres no telling when the next time will be.
Theres no telling who we'll meet.
Theres no telling ...
Theres no telling how much I'll cry.
Theres no telling how perfect she is.
Theres no telling how much better off you are, now.
Theres no telling how lonely I'll be.
Theres no telling how many more smiles you'll leave me to be jealous of.
Theres no telling ( Read more... )

Can you believe it?
Parents.
Give you a roof + love.
And then when you know you'll be happier someplace else.
They let you CRASH & BURN.
I wanted SO BADLY  to go to Memorial this Semester.
And I know I'll be happier there.
But my parents think I should get my license and try Rayburn till Winter.
But NO. 
I don't want to.
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Alright ( Read more... )