i couldn't imagine this is what would happen ( Read more... )

This is me taking the thorn out of my side.
or the stick out of my butt.
which one offends you less.

do you know. i think i'm okay.
i just have a couple problemos. and i'm working on it.
and people stink at keeping their word.

just a quick thought ( Read more... )

i mean in all matters of honesty. my life could not be more of a velcro shoe, size 5 and a half. i travel in airplanes! only to reach the floor beneath my bed. and that is my vacation. and then i just run out.
of energy.
of time.
of love.
of lust.
of laughter.
of ha's
of boos

i'm out. i'm completely left of right.

i'm not offended. and i'm not trying to offend.
but nothing pulls me back to this place anymore.
i don't want to pick up the connection devic e.
to call your face. i have no drive to look for you.
too bad this home is not? what it ever was.
i guess it never was anyways for the get go.

and all my loose ends come to a complete stop at the same time ( Read more... )

why does everyone elses hair grow sooo fast.
and mine doesn't grow.
boooooo

throwing myself at a stone.

damn karma.

i remember at night times when i would act out a story in my head. a perfect story, in my past opinion of how you would fall madly in love with me again. dialogue and what not. the works. and that would rock me to sleep. hoping that the rest of the night passed with thoughts of you too. i would rest easy. i would fall asleep quickly. and now. so ( Read more... )